tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12189034255149026622011-11-27T16:47:59.318-08:00BPD & MEBPD & Me is about life with recent Borderline Personality Disorder diagnoses. General discussions and thoughts from my own personal experience. Thanks for visiting. Please feel free to comment and I will answer your comments. : )BPD & MEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302366440792493756noreply@blogger.comBlogger81100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1218903425514902662.post-47522452847161258392010-07-15T19:29:00.000-07:002010-07-15T20:19:17.016-07:00I've decided to go to a psychologist. Why? No real reason really in as nothing is happening that is any worse than normal in fact it's probably better than usual. But ok to be honest I prayed for guidance and whether I should be seeing someone and on the way back from the Gold Coast recently I met a girl on the plane who just started talking about how she is studying in this area and how she alsoBPD & MEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302366440792493756noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1218903425514902662.post-31946720884532477872010-06-20T20:37:00.000-07:002010-06-20T21:23:11.565-07:00It's just not fair! I hate BpdHere I am all this time later, almost 10 months since my last post. I've been through hell and back and now I'm going through another real downer to say the least. Where will I start? OK, I'm gonna keep this short.I went to a BPD course, hated it! It made me worse, I didn't fit in like the others. I felt like I couldn't be me, they wouldn't let me talk and talking is what helps. I had to sit downBPD & MEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302366440792493756noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1218903425514902662.post-9634648036294270072009-09-25T03:39:00.000-07:002009-09-25T04:22:39.197-07:00I haven't posted for a while because to be honest sometimes I just don't want to think about the term BPD or talk about it or be it. Sometimes I feel like too much emphasis is put on having what they call BPD. I don't like the effect this diagnosis has on me let alone the Borderline Personality Disorder itself. So, I took a break. I found I just had to avoid it for a while 'til I knew I was readyBPD & MEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302366440792493756noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1218903425514902662.post-16621833482623000502009-08-09T05:36:00.000-07:002009-08-09T05:40:27.409-07:00Just a short catch up this timeHave you ever been known to cry and not cope with the general community if they are rude? It's as though it is personal to me. Not that people have it in for me, but I have this sense that I deserve this treatment because for some reason, I just do. I notice every little thing that people say and do to me and it can crush me deep to the bone. Even if someone is rude to me on the road or not smileBPD & MEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302366440792493756noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1218903425514902662.post-26795732929414510002009-08-05T03:17:00.000-07:002009-08-09T05:36:30.892-07:00BPD- The journey inside my mind during an episodeI've noticed that there is a direct correlation between Love and my incredible need for it, as much as there is for air, when talking about BPD and it's symptoms. Especially, but not reserved for when dealing with my significant 'other' and our interpersonal relationship. It's as though my world and my emotional stability pivots around this HUGE and life threatening need and my very life depends BPD & MEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302366440792493756noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1218903425514902662.post-55968645563756913642009-07-30T19:51:00.000-07:002009-08-01T19:23:18.660-07:00After living in my feelings for many years.....After living in my feelings for so many years it has been really, really, hard but I have experienced both positives and negatives because of being like this. So my take on life is that if I embrace the positive aspects and be thankful that there are some very positive things I can get out of this whole troubling mental disorder they have a name for, and if I can somehow reach for the help I needBPD & MEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302366440792493756noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1218903425514902662.post-31900859351289218492009-07-28T01:21:00.000-07:002009-07-28T04:12:32.250-07:00Labels, Alphabetical Achronyms. So what turns on it?As I have said this diagnoses is very new to me, well in the bigger scheme of things at least. Having existed for 46 years without knowing that what made me feel different and troubled and prone to depression amongst other things was something they actually call Borderline Personality Disorder. I've gone through the trials and tribulations of misdiagnoses and still no relief to finally come to a BPD & MEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302366440792493756noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1218903425514902662.post-43194520290497035442009-07-26T22:18:00.000-07:002009-07-26T23:33:42.079-07:00In the beginning there was Eve................Mmmm, so that's what did it 'ey? THE CURSE OF THE APPLE!! Wish it was that simple but clearly there is a little more to this situation than that.I think I've introduced myself enough over the course of setting up this blog. If you havn't already read about me scroll down, there is plenty to read. Summising you have, then as you know I'm Eve (hence the corny apple clip-art). I'll run through it BPD & MEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302366440792493756noreply@blogger.com2